06/28/98
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LivingEM: Praise the Lord!
LivingEM: I have some very interesting things to tell you
LivingEM: they are also very hard things
LivingEM: actually, I have so much to say, I don't know where to start
LivingEM: so, I will just start, believing that the Lord will make bring some order into this
LivingEM: I guests I will state the spiritual lesson first, and take it from their
LivingEM: I have been trying to paste a Scripture into this transcript
LivingEM: and it won't paste
LivingEM: so I will type it in
LivingEM: and the Lord said to the Servant
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LivingEM: go out into the highways and the hedges
LivingEM: And compel them to come in
LivingEM: That my house may be filled
LivingEM: Luke 14:23
LivingEM: what I have to say to you, is difficult
LivingEM: and not for everyone's ears
LivingEM: I would have trouble believing it myself, if it wasn't happening to me
LivingEM: I ask everybody, if you have any negative reaction, any fear, or other reactions
LivingEM: to what I say, please get it out, by talking to me about it
LivingEM: preferably with the whole group present
LivingEM: actually, the Lord has told me what I about to share with you
LivingEM: quite a while ago
LivingEM: but I have found, that the more difficult the truth, the longer it takes me
LivingEM: to actually become a part of my general mentality,
LivingEM: if you can understand what I am saying
LivingEM: what this means to me, is that I keep forgetting what the Lord said
LivingEM: or, I remember it in General, but do not relate it to the events and circumstances of my
LivingEM: life
LivingEM: this is what the Lord told has told me:
LivingEM: why Christ Jesus is mature enough in an individual,
LivingEM: and, apparently, Christ Jesus in me has reached that.,
LivingEM: he will rise up in that imperfect person and, by the power of his mind,
LivingEM: by spiritual power which would be witchcraft if it was not his power,
LivingEM: he will lay hold of a human being who does not want him,
LivingEM: and plant his seed in them
LivingEM: against their will
LivingEM: in such a case, it will be impossible for the other person to free themselves of this seed
LivingEM: Satan, the God of the carnal man, will perceive the implementation of the seed
LivingEM: as a parasite which has attached itself to the individual
LivingEM: and will stay attached until it has drained all of the serpent's life out of that person
LivingEM: and this is how the servants of the Lord will compel non Christians
LivingEM: into the Lord's house
LivingEM: please note, that this procedure is just for the heathen
LivingEM: the Christians, according to verse 17, were bidden
LivingEM: to come, but all had excuses
LivingEM: and, at this point of my education in God,
LivingEM: I know of no Scripture which says that the Lord persues them any firm
LivingEM: further
LivingEM: they go on their way, thinking that the Lord has excepted their excuses
LivingEM: when in fact, he has gone on without them
LivingEM: I shared with the group in New York a while ago
LivingEM: a spiritual account of what really happened when Peter cut Malchus' ear off
LivingEM: I never preached it, and I never worked up an Alternate Translation
LivingEM: basically what happened, is that Peter cut off Malchus' OUTER ear
LivingEM: the Greek word clearly means the OUTER ear
LivingEM: I suggest to you that the carnal mind is the spiritual outer ear
LivingEM: Peter did this after Jesus spoke, the saying,
LivingEM: I have told you I am, let these others go
LivingEM: everyone's carnal mind tells them, of course,
LivingEM: that Jesus was begging for the safety of his to disciples
LivingEM: who were spiritual giants compared to the average man
LivingEM: because of their relationship with Jesus
LivingEM: but I say to you, that Jesus was speaking to Satan, and commanding
LivingEM: that she release every member of the Sanhedrian's police force
LivingEM: that was reconciled to Jehovah through the spirit of Elijah
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LivingEM: verse 6 says, they went backward and fell to the ground
LivingEM: The word "backwards" indicates the unconscious mind,
LivingEM: which is the spiritual part of the mind
LivingEM: and the words "fell to the ground"
LivingEM: indicates that what that the spiritual power these guards had
LivingEM: what ever ungodly spiritual power these guards had
LivingEM: was cast down by Jesus' Christ mind
LivingEM: then he said, Let these go their way, meaning
LivingEM: that Satan should let the ones who were still standing go
LivingEM: because the only ones who were standing in spiritual power
LivingEM: after Jesus cast Satan down in everyone present
LivingEM: were those who were standing by the spirit of Elijah
LivingEM: That the saying might be fulfilled
LivingEM: Those that belong to the serpent that you have given me
LivingEM: I have lost none
LivingEM: there is an untranslated word in this verse
LivingEM: Which appears right after the phrase "you have given me"
LivingEM: it is a negative particle
LivingEM: which changes the home meaning of the phrase
LivingEM: from a translation which sounds like a Jesus is talking about
LivingEM: the disciples that he already has
LivingEM: to a translation that could very well me, the ones that Jehovah gave to Jesus
LivingEM: from the category of people who, for one reason or another,
LivingEM: or to overcome by Satan to recognize who Jesus
LivingEM: Jesus was and follow him
LivingEM: Jesus recognized who these people were
LivingEM: in the manner I have previously described
LivingEM: please note that Jesus was in full submission to father through the spirit of Elijah,
LivingEM: that Jesus himself did not choose these people
LivingEM: but was the vessel through which the Father
LivingEM: apprehended them
LivingEM: Peter, fully instructed in these matters, and in a high spiritual place
LivingEM: because of Jesus
LivingEM: knew what had happened, and recognize that Malchus
LivingEM: had been apprehended by the spirit of Elijah
LivingEM: and drew his spiritual weapon,
LivingEM: what is the name of Peter's spiritual weapon?
LivingEM: Does anybody know?
PSALM 29 2: The mind of Christ?
LivingEM: Yes
LivingEM: the Mind of Christ rose up in Peter
LivingEM: and circumcised the Mind of Christ, Malchus' INNER ear
LivingEM: in Malchus
LivingEM: my guess is that Malchus did not even know that Christ was there
LivingEM: that his carnal mind was so strong, he was so bound by the law of the Pharisees, religious
LivingEM: spirits, etc., that he did not even know that he had conceived Christ
LivingEM: or, perhaps, he had not previously conceived Christ
LivingEM: perhaps the spirit of Elijah laid hold of him at that very moment
LivingEM: for reasons that are beyond our understanding
LivingEM: God is no respecter of persons
LivingEM: if he chooses one man over the other, I believe,
LivingEM: it is because something in one man responded to him,
LivingEM: and there was no response in the other
LivingEM: God offers the saying opportunities to all men
LivingEM: but all men are not born into this world with the same qualities
LivingEM: God deals with everyone equally, but the ability to respond to him
LivingEM: is dispersed throughout the whole of humanity
LivingEM: Are there any questions at this point?
LivingEM: so I have laid the Scripture of foundation to tell you that
LivingEM: this ministry of compelling The poor, the maimed, the halt and the blind
LivingEM: in the operating in Me
LivingEM: and I have known it for a couple of years, but is difficult for me to deal with
LivingEM: because I am so opposed to violating any man's will
LivingEM: about seven years to the Lord spoke this word to me
LivingEM: that I would be saying to people, as Jesus did, followed me
LivingEM: like Sarah, I laughed, because so many had fled from this ministry
LivingEM: and promptly forgot the word
LivingEM: I now know, because I have experienced it three times to date
LivingEM: that the Lord will not compel people to follow him with the audible words "follow me"
LivingEM: but then he will implant this spiritual word firmly within the
carnal mind's of those that
LivingEM: he calls
LivingEM: and, because I am still an imperfect man ,I am very grateful to know
LivingEM: that those audible words will not be spoken through my mouth
LivingEM: but will come forth from Christ Jesus himself, my master, who dwells within me
LivingEM: what I and saying, is that this great responsibility is bypassing my mortality
LivingEM: because the words "follow me" have already been imparted to 3 and perhaps for people that
LivingEM: I know of, and each time Christ Jesus has not warned me, consulted me as to my opinion
LivingEM: or involved my personality in any way
LivingEM: I have been the vessel that carried him to place where he contacted the person himself
LivingEM: the Lord has reminded me that idea not complete my account of the interaction between
LivingEM: Peter and Malchus
LivingEM: after Peter circumcised Malchus' Christ Mind
LivingEM: Jesus said to him, put your sword into the sheath
LivingEM: Remember, spiritual act that will join us to the Lord experientially
LivingEM: is that Christ Jesus will insert himself into the fiery serpent within us
LivingEM: and that the fiery serpent is an energy stream
LivingEM: which which is comprised of many etheric molecules which flow in
Satan's waters
LivingEM: apparently the circumcision of Malchus' Christ mind
LivingEM: bound Leviathan to the extent that the fiery serpent was released
to the extent that
LivingEM: most likely, Christ Jesus, either in Jesus or in Peter
LivingEM: could insert himself into her and possess her
LivingEM: there is no doubt my mind that I do not have the complete understanding of this process
LivingEM: but as I dictate this message, the Lord has just told me
LivingEM: that this act of possession of the fiery serpent within Malchus was only a single
LivingEM: act of spiritual intercourse which deposited the seed of Christ
LivingEM: so, apparently, Malchus did not have the Christ mind conceived in hand
LivingEM: but was somehow "marked" by the spirit of Elijah so that Jesus and Peter
LivingEM: would recognize that God had chosen this man to receive the seed of life
LivingEM: The word "cup" is a vessel that receives
LivingEM: I suggest you that the cup that Jesus was talking about when he said,
LivingEM: the cup that the farther has given me, shall I Not
LivingEM: not drink of it?
LivingEM: was the spiritually female part of Malchus' mind, that is, the fiery serpent within him
LivingEM: Jesus was saying, the father has witnessed to me that he is drawing
Malchus into his kingdom
LivingEM: who am I to opposed his will?
LivingEM: In other words, we know that Jesus called disciples
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LivingEM: but Jesus, himself, did not call Malchus
LivingEM: Jesus was saying, I except the fact that the father has bypassed me in selecting this man
LivingEM: he was saying, the father has opened Malchus' female parts to me,
therefore, I will join
LivingEM: myself to him
LivingEM: any questions?
LivingEM: so what does all this have to do with the severe witchcraft attack that I have been under?
LivingEM: The answer is, that the Lord has manifested this ministry through me
LivingEM: to a person who is spiritually active in Satan's kingdom
LivingEM: spiritual warfare is so difficult, because it is not unusual
LivingEM: for the response to manifest days or weeks after
LivingEM: what ever is that you have done to attract the attack
LivingEM: when I first arrived in Boca Raton the thought occurred to me to look for a ____ school
LivingEM: for the time that I will be here
LivingEM: now, when Christ Jesus runs your life, it is very common
LivingEM: that he instructs you to do things in such a manner that your conscious mind
LivingEM: thinks you are doing it for a completely different reason
LivingEM: and, what's more, it is very common to think that you are doing whatever you are doing for
LivingEM: your own purposes, without understanding that your on assignment
LivingEM: from the Lord
LivingEM: the Lord has just reminded me than I did not complete my
exhortation on compelling the
LivingEM: the heathen. I will comment on the verse that says
LivingEM: We have done as you commanded, And yet there is room
LivingEM: the correct translation is
LivingEM: Lord, we have done as Elohim commanded
LivingEM: Indeed, the upper room now exists
LivingEM: or, the upper room has come into existence
LivingEM: there is and unranslated word in this verse that means "what" which is the symbol fo
LivingEM: for Elohim's
LivingEM: And the word "yet"
LivingEM: Is used of time, of a thing that formerly existed
LivingEM: And continues at present
LivingEM: the upper room signifies Christ Jesus' city
LivingEM: the spiritual place which comes into existence when enough believers inhabit the higher
LivingEM: centers
LivingEM: I don't a what this number is
LivingEM: but it is interesting to note that in the Jewish religion
LivingEM: you must have a minimum number of men to begin a prayer service
LivingEM: it is called a "minion," but I can remember how many men this is
LivingEM: Hallelujah!
LivingEM: any questions?
LivingEM: well, back to Boca
LivingEM: so I looked in the Yellow Pages and found that there was one ____ school in Boca
LivingEM: to make the story short, much to my surprise, as well as the instructors surprise,
LivingEM: Christ Jesus rose in me and, through an intense stare, apparently planted his seed in
LivingEM: the instructor.
LivingEM: I did not initiate it, and, in fact, had to pray to the Lord of about why this occurred.
LivingEM: I know that years ago, I was sent to a diner and, in particular, to a drunk man in the dine
LivingEM: who, it turns out, was a Viet Nam vet, who who had not yet
recovered from a spiritual wound
LivingEM: that afflicted him, when he had to choose between killing a group of children, and saving
LivingEM: his company from the grenades that they were carrying
LivingEM: he became an alcoholic after that, but he had a praying mother
LivingEM: I don't know how long she was praying for him,
LivingEM: but the Lord answered her prayer on Long Island NY, which he was visiting because of
LivingEM: business on this one day
LivingEM: he flew out of Long Island the day after our encounter
LivingEM: I have never seen or heard from him since
LivingEM: at one point during this encounter my eyes locked on his eyes
LivingEM: and held them for quite a while
LivingEM: I don't know how long in the natural, but it was a longtime in the spirit
LivingEM: Acts 3:4 - And Peter fastening his eyes upon him With John said
LivingEM: Look on us
LivingEM: .......In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, rise up and walk
LivingEM: I know that the ultimate answer to every problem that we have, is to conceive Christ,
LivingEM: to receive the education he has for us, and to live out of him
LivingEM: I believe that Christ was implanted in that man on that day
LivingEM: that man can be likened to Malchus
LivingEM: he had no opposition to the insemination and possibly, to this day,
LivingEM: does not have any idea of what happened to him on Long Island,
LivingEM: or how he came to be delivered from his alcohol
LivingEM: or why he was drawn to the spiritual life in Christ Jesus
LivingEM: the other three experiences that I have had along these lines
LivingEM: are in a different category
LivingEM: these other three people are spiritual in the serpent's kingdom
LivingEM: they do not want Christ
LivingEM: also, they are spiritual enough to recognize, what to them, is an alien spirit
LivingEM: and perceive it as an attack which, in fact, it is
LivingEM: Jesus said
LivingEM: Go out quickly into the streets and the lanes
LivingEM: The Greek word translated "lanes" can also be translated "A swing" "a force
LivingEM: is used to describe body motions
LivingEM: us just to you that Jesus was saying, go into their energy centers and plant the seed of
LivingEM: Christ
LivingEM: this category of spiritual people who do not want Christ is also broken into two categories
LivingEM: not with regard to the people, from my point of view, but with regard to the manner
LivingEM: in which I approached them
LivingEM: first person is a man that the Lord has brought me into relationship with
LivingEM: the knows that I am a Christian, and that I know that he is a pagan
LivingEM: but we have a non-religious issue in common around which our relationship
LivingEM: is built. this relationship has existed for one-year, to date,
LivingEM: and there has been only one very superficial, very short conversation about what I believe
LivingEM: somehow, I believe, that this man is being saturated with the Spirit of Christ through our
LivingEM: secular interactions. I believe that he does not believe that this is happening, nor that
LivingEM: could happen. I think that he believes he is defended against such an invasion
LivingEM: or perhaps, that I am not strong enough to accomplish it
LivingEM: the other to encounters I had had fall into the second sub category
LivingEM: which is a onetime encounter
LivingEM: so we see that Christ Jesus will apprehend a man
LivingEM: hostility and with no warning in two distinct situation
LivingEM: where the man is desperate for help, and lacks the spiritual understanding to get that
LivingEM: help from Jesus, even though he might be praying to Jesus to him
LivingEM: and in the second situation, where person has rejected Jesus and is serving another God
LivingEM: why would Jesus apprehend someone unto the circumstances?
LivingEM: There are two answers that I know of
LivingEM: actually 3
LivingEM: the first one is that the seed of Abel is in them, although he is buried under the ground of
LivingEM: their carnal mind
LivingEM: the second is, either someone is praying to Jesus on the behalf, or they themselves, cried
LivingEM: out to Jesus at some point in their lives, but departed from him when there was no immediate response
LivingEM: and the third possibility is that according to Jesus' thinking
LivingEM: they are spiritual enough for him to want them in the Army that he is raising up
LivingEM: whether they agreeTo the conscription, or not
LivingEM: it is possible for Jesus to build spirituality into a non-spiritual person
LivingEM: and he will do that for those that he chooses to do it for
LivingEM: but for the war that is coming, and already is raging
LivingEM: he needs spiritually developed people in the upper room
LivingEM: to remind you, I'm talking about the three spiritual people who have rejected Christ
LivingEM: The first one, I am in an ongoing relationship with
LivingEM: the second one, I met at a party given by the first one
LivingEM: I had just one encounter with this person
LivingEM: again, my eyes locked onto their eyes
LivingEM: I could tell that the knew that they had encountered, what they perceive to be,
LivingEM: a "negative spirit."
LivingEM: please remember that I had no intention of doing anything to this person
LivingEM: at the time, didn't even understand it, although I understood it more
LivingEM: then I did, one I encountered the drunk at the diner
LivingEM: I had noticed her as soon as she walked into the party
LivingEM: she had a very negative spirit on her
LivingEM: I would never, of my own accord, have initiated in conversation with her
LivingEM: because of the spirit on her
LivingEM: so, much to my surprise, I initiated a conversation with
LivingEM: her
LivingEM: she spoke to me for quite a while, and was quite friendly
LivingEM: but as soon as my eyes locked onto her's
LivingEM: she manifested and walked away from me
LivingEM: she would not look at Me for the rest of the time that the party continued
LivingEM: and when I said a general goodbye, she did not look up
LivingEM: there was a warfare after l left the party, but it was just in the form of
LivingEM: speaking to her in the spirit
LivingEM: she was saying that she did not want this call on her life
LivingEM: I do not remember what I said to her in response
LivingEM: the communication was strong and oppositional, but not evil
LivingEM: and it continued for a day or so.
LivingEM: apparently my ministry to her in the spirit silenced her carnal mind
LivingEM: I have not heard from her or about her since that day
LivingEM: the first man has had another party since that time
LivingEM: she did not attend. I don't no why she did not attend
LivingEM: , but the fact is that she did not attend
LivingEM: what I mean is, I don't know her conscious reason for not attending
LivingEM: I suspect, although I cannot know for sure, that Leviathan kept away.
LivingEM: I have no idea how long it will take the seed of Christ to mature in her
LivingEM: . And then, when he does mature, there is an additional warfare which is waged by the Lord
LivingEM: Jesus Christ in the spirit
LivingEM: to guide her to the information, which includes the doctrine of a Christ
LivingEM: that she needs
LivingEM: she surely will be found by Christians, although they don't know it, who are in
LivingEM: Satan service, to bind her up in the carnal church
LivingEM: now, we come to this last encounter in Boca
LivingEM: once again, I was convinced the I was seeking ____ lessons
LivingEM: I didn'tto like the spirit on the head teacher
LivingEM: he was acting very strange, and would not meet my eyes
LivingEM: I did not understand at the time how powerful a stare can be
LivingEM: nor did I understand how common this knowledge is to people who are spiritual outside of Chris
LivingEM: apparently, it is common knowledge, that spiritual elements can be imparted through the eye
LivingEM: eyes
LivingEM: the instructor, not to main teacher, spoke to me
LivingEM: I liked her, but the man was very strange
LivingEM: after speaking with her for ten or 15 minutes, as we were saying goodbye, and close enough
LivingEM: to shake hands, the Lord apprehended her
LivingEM: I had no idea that the Lord intended to do anything
LivingEM: the only thing that I remember is that at some point after we
clasped hands to say to
LivingEM: goodbye [at this point I had agreed to take a trial class the following morning]
LivingEM: my eyes fastened upon her eyes
LivingEM: I honestly don't remember whether or not I was physically taller than she is,
LivingEM: but my memory is that my head was higher than her head,
LivingEM: that her eyes were opened very wide, and not blinking
LivingEM: I thought that she recognized this as some kind of attack, and had been trained under
LivingEM: such a circumstance to respond that way, but to be honestly with you,
LivingEM: at this point, with all this information coming down, I wonder if the truth is
LivingEM: that she could not free herself from the grasp of my eyes
LivingEM: it was so quick, and there was no warning that it would happen
LivingEM: yet, my memory is that after I released her eyes, nothing seemed to be wrong in the natural
LivingEM: well, my friend who was with me and I, went home after that
LivingEM: I decided not to take the trial class because of the main teacher, and his strangebehavior
LivingEM: and I asked the Lord to explain more about this "staring" to me
LivingEM: over the next few days I perceived in the spirit that there was much talk about me
LivingEM: I know that there discussions about me, but I thought that they were about me as a
LivingEM: potential student. I thought it was a possibility that they would contact me by
LivingEM: telephone to offer me a better price
LivingEM: but this never happened
LivingEM: then, shortly after that, I received word from the Lord that he had implanted his seed in
LivingEM: her carnal mind,
LivingEM: and that she was aware of it, and that the main teacher was aware of it,
LivingEM: a and that she was engaging in some kind of spiritual purification process
LivingEM: to rid herself of the seed of Christ
LivingEM: I don't know whether or not she understands that it is "Christ"
LivingEM: I only know that she believes herrself to be invaded, and this is true
LivingEM: shortly after this -- it could not have been more than into a day or two
LivingEM: my friend had a word of knowledge that the man who was the main teacher
LivingEM: was someone that I had met over the Internet two years ago
LivingEM: she could only remember that this teacher had the same last name as the man from the
LivingEM: Internet. The literature we had received only gave the teachers last name.
LivingEM: Neither of us could remember his first name. My friend remembered that he lived in Florida
LivingEM: but she could not remember where in Florida
LivingEM: I pray that everyone learns from his lessons and follows my example
LivingEM: , because I tell you openly that my first reaction was, that this is way out
LivingEM: but I knew that it was my carnal mind that thought that this was way
LivingEM: out, and that I would not know what Christ Jesus thought, unless I asked him
LivingEM: so, I asked Him, and much to my surprise within a very short period of time
LivingEM: I not only received to witness to this truth, but I remember his last name,
LivingEM: which was a sign to me that the Lord was agreeing with this information, because
LivingEM: the memory of my carnal mind would never have been able to remember this
LivingEM: when we returned home I looked for his name on the database and found that his mailing
LivingEM: address was Fort Lauderdale, which is a commutable distance from Boca
LivingEM: as of two years ago, I believed this man to be a witch
LivingEM: he has received our books and told me that our translations
LivingEM: are the most accurate he has ever seen
LivingEM: up until this point I never doubted that this was true, but now I wonder if this was not
LivingEM: flattering
LivingEM: flattery
LivingEM: to make the story short, he telephoned one day and spoke to another sister who was in the
LivingEM: office at the time, and myself
LivingEM: he was very strange
LivingEM: the most significant thing that he spoke about, with regard to this conversation,
LivingEM: is that he was married to a woman who was very high in witchcraft, who committed suicide
LivingEM: just before l left for Florida two years ago, to my absolute amazement,
LivingEM: he telephoned me from New York, to tell me that he had relocated on Long Island
LivingEM: that he was presently staying in hotel
LivingEM: I knew that I wanted nothing to do with him and since I was leaving for Florida for
LivingEM: at least two months I never responded to his call
LivingEM: but he called me continuously, leaving messages on my answering machine.
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LivingEM: Finally, after I returned to New York, he got me on the telephoned
LivingEM: I did the best I could to let him down easily, and I never heard from him again
LivingEM: he did tell the, however, that he was in a lot of trouble with the police
LivingEM: that he had come to New York with the names of two women he had met on the Internet
LivingEM: my name and the name of someone in Lindenhurst
LivingEM: that he had made contact with the woman in Lindenhurst
LivingEM: and that there was much trouble there in her personal life and with the police
LivingEM: and he actually told me that the police were saying that he represented a cult
LivingEM: and that he had come to New York to enlist some people into that cult,
LivingEM: but that this was not true, and that it was his dead wife who was the cult member
LivingEM: well, I thanked God that I never heard from him again
LivingEM: I know that the man that I spoke to over the Internet did not have a job with normal working
LivingEM: working hours
LivingEM: I know that he was spiritual
LivingEM: I know that his mailing address was Fort Lauderdale
LivingEM: and I know that his last name lined up with the last name of this teacher
LivingEM: and I believed that the Lord was witnessing to this
LivingEM: what a story! No one would believe it.
LivingEM: Well a couple of weeks went by, and I forgot about them
LivingEM: this severe witchcraft attack started on Friday of the week prior to this one
LivingEM: I have been praying and breaking curses and asking the Lord what is going on
LivingEM: strange things have been happening here
LivingEM: things breaking and emotional agitation
LivingEM: I was approached by a con artist in the bagel store who was looking for a woman to prey on
LivingEM: I knew that heavy witchcraft was flying
LivingEM: but two days ago it got really bad
LivingEM: first I thought it was one person, then I thought it was another
LivingEM: both could have been true
LivingEM: when witchcraft of this intensity starts flowing, it stirs up Satan in other peoples minds
LivingEM: and also, I have been told, that if you know how to do it,
LivingEM: it is possible to be praying again some and blind them to it
LivingEM: but I continued to prey
LivingEM: two days ago on Friday, I felt led to read some non-Christian but spiritual literature
LivingEM: well would you believe it was talking about "staring"
LivingEM: apparently it is common knowledge among spiritual people that staring is a spiritual weapon
LivingEM: and that everyone's stare does not have equal power
LivingEM: then, another _____ teacher that I know started to appear in my mind
LivingEM: I asked the Lord why he was on my mind
LivingEM: many thoughts of witchcraft were in my mind also
LivingEM: I continued to pray. The attack on my mind and emotions was severe
LivingEM: I'll also was under a severe attack of lust. I have told you all, that sexual lust is under
LivingEM: my feet. It is not a problem for me, so it had to be coming from outside me
LivingEM: I know that sexual lust flows with witchcraft
LivingEM: any spiritual enemy who knows what he's doing, sends lust
LivingEM: you cannot fight a spiritual war when you are in your flesh
LivingEM: I didn't realize it yesterday, but I was beginning to receive the Lord's response to my
LivingEM: questions
LivingEM: he was telling me that actual witchcraft was being prayed against me by a ____ teacher
LivingEM: but I didn't get it right away
LivingEM: things were really tough yesterday. At one point, I had to lay down
LivingEM: I had a revelation hat it would be dangerous for me to go to sleep
LivingEM: so I put myself in a castle, and prayed a force field around myself
LivingEM: and lay down
LivingEM: I was dreaming the whole time, but only remember the last thing
LivingEM: the woman sitting behind a desk, the man standing in front
LivingEM: the man stricken
LivingEM: the woman, apparently a spiritual woman, rebuking the attack,
breaking curses, etc
LivingEM: and also calling 911
LivingEM: I now believe the woman was the female teacher and the man who was stricken, the man
LivingEM: that I have been telling you about
LivingEM: at first I thought he was retarded then I thought he had a stroke
LivingEM: but then I thought that he looked like a man who had a severe muscular disorder
LivingEM: something like Stephen Hawking
LivingEM: he was all twisted up, his hands were crossed in front of his body
LivingEM: and I could see his fingers long and witchlike
LivingEM: the last that I saw, he appeared to have fallen over from a sitting position on a couch
LivingEM: and was completely contorted
LivingEM: his eyes were staring blankly into space
LivingEM: he seemed to be in some kind of trance
LivingEM: not communicating any way
LivingEM: the woman was by his side, distressed
LivingEM: I woke up with a start
LivingEM: I now believe that this man's spiritual muscles have atrophied
LivingEM: that means, they are not functioning
LivingEM: remember telling the women in the spirit, you will never dislodge this seed
LivingEM: I experienced great relief as this understanding came to me, but was then attack with fear
LivingEM: I am not a fearful person
LivingEM: so I knew that it had to be from outside of me
LivingEM: I suspect it was the fear of either the man or the women, or both of them
LivingEM: I woke up this morning feeling pretty good
LivingEM: I had the best night's sleep I have had a in a while
LivingEM: so, the moral of the story is that we should know that in spiritual warfare
LivingEM: the next punch can come after you think the fight is over
LivingEM: the most important thing is to be in right standing with God
LivingEM: facing all of the weaknesses and evil that is in yourself
LivingEM: be willing to to face anything that he tells you about yourself or about others
LivingEM: dispassionately, without condemnation
LivingEM: and hold on until the deliverance comes
LivingEM: don't stop praying, don't stop asking God for help
LivingEM: don't stop asking others for help
LivingEM: if the day comes that you have such experiences as this
LivingEM: and you don't ask for help because of your pride
LivingEM: you can get hurt
