It is not possible for John, the Baptist and John, the Apostle to be the same person, because they have two different sets of parents. John, the Baptist is the son of Zacharias and Elisabeth, and John, the Apostle is the son of Zebedee.
Take a look at this incredible picture of creation.
This is not only a picture of primordial light entering the empty space.
WHAT ABOUT MY RIGHTS AND CONCERNS?
From the eyes of a police officer, we do not lose our rights when they (the suspect) are in fear for their lives. Those who believe that need to consider if they were confronted by a suspect and are in fear of their life, they too would fire their weapon or use any weapon to protect their own life.