It appears to me that your dream is for me.
The Lord has healed me of so many things that I am having a difficult time accepting that I have high blood pressure and need a doctor.
My doctor retired and I have a new doctor who I am not getting on with too well. I gave my testimony on Sunday. If you want to hear it, it is on the CCK YouTube channel. The name of the message is: “The Beast and the Beast System.” It is about 1 hour long.
Your dream is basically describing the glory that the Lord has placed in my life and the disciples who are being made in LEM/CCK for his glory.
The dark angel with the wings of a fly is my doctor. Beelzebub is the Lord of the flies.
25 It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?
The Lord is telling me through your dream that even though she is a fly, I need her right now and her overall intention towards me is to help me, as a doctor.
By and large, the palace and all its glory represents the anointing on me, and the angels represent the brethren in the ministry.
I do have one question for you. I will ask it as part of my comments.
Sheila R. Vitale,
Pastor, Teacher & Founder
Living Epistles Ministries
To: Pastor Sheila Vitale
Subject: This is for you
Hi Pastor Sheila,
I had this dream this morning. I then called my mom in tears told her my dream and she told me I had to tell you. I am not expecting a translation. But if you do then awesome! But if not then I at least did as I was told. :-)
This morning I got up at 6:00 AM to use the bathroom. When I got back in bed I fell back to sleep but I was aware I was asleep. I then began to see this "movie" play out in my eyelids but eventually I fell out of awareness and became the person in the dream, which was me anyway. I wrote it all down. I will try my best to describe it but so much happened in such little time.
Here it goes:
I came out of a hole in the ground that was made out of clouds.
QUESTION: I DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW THE GROUND CAN BE MADE OUT OF CLOUDS.
I CAN UNDERSTAND THAT I CAME OUT OF A HOLE IN THE GROUND. THIS WOULD MEAN THAT I ASCENDED FROM A CARNAL TO A SPIRITUAL PLACE. PERHAPS YOU MEAN THAT I ASCENDED OUT OF A HOLE IN THE GROUND INTO THE CLOUDS.
It was a box (rectangular) like platform made out of clouds that I was able to stand on.
THE RECTANGULAR BOX IS THE BOX THAT THE ARK OF THE TESTIMONY (WITH THE TWO CHERUBIMS) COVERS.
22 And there I will meet with thee, and I will commune with thee from above the mercy seat, from between the two cherubims which are upon the ark of the testimony, of all things which I will give thee in commandment unto the children of Israel.
IN THE CONTEXT OF THIS DREAM IT IS ALSO THE FOUNDATION OF THE LORD JESUS CHRIST, BY WHICH WE RISE FROM A LYING DOWN POSITION TO STAND UPRIGHT BY HIS STRENGTH:
1 Cor 3:11
11 For other foundation can no man lay than that is laid, which is Jesus Christ.
It was surrounded by angels that all looked like copies of this one woman.
CHRIST JESUS WITHIN ME IS REPRODUCING HIMSELF IN THE MEMBERS OF THIS MINISTRY. WE ARE ALL SPIRITUALLY FEMALE TO THE LORD JESUS, EVEN THE PHYSICAL MALES IN THE MINISTRY. SO, FROM THAT SPIRITUAL POINT OF VIEW, ALL THE MEMBERS OF LEM/CCK ARE COPIES OF THE SPIRITUAL ME. HOWEVER, YOU ARE ALL INDIVIDUALS IN YOUR HUMANITY.
They were beautiful! Like Egyptian women. Dark hair and brown eyes.
YES, WE ARE ALL SPIRITUALLY BEAUTIFUL. WE ARE ACTUALLY BLACK ISRAEL RISING. THE FIRST TIME THE LORD TOLD ME THAT, I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND IT AND, ACTUALLY, A BLACK MAN IN THE MINISTRY KINDLY LAUGHED, SAYING, HOW CAN THAT BE WHEN YOU ARE WHITE?
THE ANSWER IS THAT BLACK ISRAEL (LED BY NIMROD BEFORE HE FELL INTO SIN) WAS JOINED TO ELOHIM AND JEHOVAH. THE CHURCH IS NOT JOINED TO A DEITY, THEY HAVE THE BLESSING OF THE OUTPOURING OF THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD JESUS CHRIST. THE CHURCH IS SPIRITUALLY FEMALE AND THE HOLY SPIRIT IS THE FEMALE ANOINTING.
WE ARE WAITING FOR THE MALE ANOINTING, WHICH IS THE WHOLE MAN, THE LORD JESUS CHRIST, TO ARRIVE. WE ARE WAITING FOR THE MARRIAGE OF THE LORD JESUS TO CHRIST JESUS IN THE INDIVIDUAL BELIEVER. THIS MARRIAGE WILL JOIN US TO JEHOVAH ELOHIM, THE STRENGTH OF BLACK ISRAEL, THE DESCENDANTS OF HAM.
THE PROBLEM FOR THE CHURCH IS WE MUST BARE THE MANCHILD BEFORE THE MARRIAGE (EVERYTHING IS BACKWARD IN THE SPIRIT) BECAUSE THE MARRIAGE, THE UNIFICATION, IS MALE TO MALE, THE LORD JESUS TO CHRIST JESUS IN THE INDIVIDUAL. IF THE MALE CHILD IS NOT PRESENT, THE LORD JESUS CANNOT JOIN WITH THAT INDIVIDUAL AND THEY REMAIN SPIRITUALLY FEMALE.
THIS UNIFICATION PRODUCES THE “WHOLE” ADAM, WHO EXISTS OUTSIDE OF OUR BODIES AND WITHIN OUR BODIES, IN HEAVEN AND EARTH. THIS IS THE RETURN TO THE IMMORTALITY OF INNOCENCE. ADAM WAS IMMORTAL AND INNOCENT. HE NEVER KNEW SIN, BUT WAS CAPABLE OF SIN, SO WHEN HE SINNED HE DIED TO HIS IMMORTALITY.
THE JEWS CALL THIS EXPERIENCE, “THE UNIFICATION OF GOD’S NAME:” SHEMAH Y’ISRAEL ADONAI ELOHAINU, ADONAI ECHAD: HEAR O’ ISRAEL, THE LORD YOUR GOD IS ONE GOD.
They wore gold wrist bands and white dresses that had gold linings.
THE WRIST JOINS THE HAND TO THE ARM. ,THE HAND IS THE MIND OF CHRIST AND THE ARM IS CHRIST JESUS, OUR SPIRITUAL CHILD. SO WE SEE THE GOLDEN NATURE OF GOD JOINING THE MIND OF GOD IN US TO CHRIST JESUS.
THE WHITE DRESS IS HOLINESS AND THE GOLD LINING IS THE FOUNDATION OF JESUS CHRIST.
Their skin was the color of an espresso.
EGYPT APPEARED ABOUT 3000 YEARS AFTER NIMROD’S ASSYRIA. EGYPT IS CALLED “MIZRAIM” IN THE SCRIPTURE. CUSH BEGAT NIMROD, SO EGYPT IS NIMROD’S UNCLE, UNLESS YOU CHOOSE TO BELIEVE THE DOCTRINE OF CHRIST WHICH TEACHES THAT NIMROD WAS THE SPIRITUAL OFFSPRING OF CUSH (CUSH’S NAME CHANGED TO NIMROD WHEN HE WAS BORN AGAIN). IN THAT CASE, NIMROD AND EGYPT ARE BROTHERS THAT INCARNATED 2000 YEARS APART (ASSYRIA 5000 BC AND EGYPT 3000 BC).
THE LORD SAYS THROUGH YOUR DREAM THAT WE ARE RIGHEOUS EGYPT BEING BORN AGAIN:
25 Whom the Lord of hosts shall bless, saying, Blessed be Egypt my people, and Assyria the work of my hands, and Israel mine inheritance.
THE WAY THIS INTERPRETATION IS GOING FORTH IS INTERESTING BECAUSE WE ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF A LONG, LONG, LONG STUDY ON ASSYRIA IN THE FORM OF THE EPIC POEM, “GILGAMESH.” WE HAVE LEARNED SO MUCH AND I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THAT STUDY.
EGYPT IS AN EXCITING TOPIC BECAUSE OSIRIS, THE EVIL MALE FORCES OF EGYPT, ARE INCARNATING TODAY THROUGH THE SECRET SOCIETIES, SUCH AS THE FREEMASONS, AND ISIS, OSIRIS’ WIFE IS INCARNATING IN MANY WHO WORSHIP HER AND PRACTICE WITCHCRAFT TODAY. THEY PRODUCED A SPIRITUAL CHILD CALLED “HORUS,” WHICH MANY THINK THAT JESUS IS A COUNTERFEIT OF. BUT THIS IS NOT TRUE. HORUS IS BORN OF OSIRIS AND ISIS, AN ILLEGAL GOD AND GODDESS, AND CHRIST JESUS IS BORN OF THE LORD JESUS CHRIST AND HIS OWN FEMALE SEED THAT HE PLANTS IN HUMANITY.
CHRIST JESUS (THE MAN CHILD) IS THE LEGITIMATE HEIR AND HIS INHERITANCE IS HUMANITY. TODAY, HORUS IS CALLED LUCIFER BY MANY. LUCIFER IS THE SPIRITUAL CHILD OF PRACTICING SATANISTS WHO ARE IMPREGNATED BY AN ILLEGAL GODDESS.
THE BELIEVERS WHO BIRTH CHRIST JESUS AND MARRY THE LORD JESUS CHRIST WILL EVENTUALLY FACE OFF AGAINST PRACTICING SATANISTS WHO HAVE BIRTHED LUCIFER, AND WE WILL DEFEAT THEM ALL.
5 And she brought forth a man child, who was to rule all nations with a rod of iron: and her child was caught up unto God, and to his throne.
THE LORD TELLS US THROUGH YOUR DREAM THAT RIGHTEOUS EGYPT IS RISING, AS WELL OSIRIS AND ISIS. WE KNOW THAT JESUS WAS CRUCIFIED IN SPIRITUAL EGYPT AND SODOM, SO THE SCRIPTURE DOES TALK ABOUT A “SPIRITUAL EGYPT.”
8 And their dead bodies shall lie in the street of the great city, which spiritually is called Sodom and Egypt, where also our Lord was crucified.
ALSO, THE HEBREW CHILDREN THAT CAME OUT OF EGYPT WERE SPIRITUAL EGYPTIANS AFTER HAVING LIVED IN EGYPT FOR 430 YEARS. ALSO, EPHRAIM AND MANASSAH WERE EGYPTIAN, THROUGH THEIR MOTHER, ASENAH, JOSEPH’S WIFE.
SO, BLACK ISRAEL IS THE RESURRECTION OF EPHRAIM, WHO IS HALF EGYPTIAN AND HALF ISRAELITE.
The platform had a small wall of clouds that went up to almost half way of my body.
JESUS IS THE WALL THAT DEFENDS OUR CARNAL/LOWER PARTS AGAINST SPIRITUAL FORNICATION.
The angels had their hands on this wall. Leaning on it.
HANDS REPRESENT THE MIND. THE MIND OF GOD IN THE ANGELS LEANING ON THE LORD JESUS CHRIST, THAT IS, SPIRITUALLY JOINED TO HIM:
20 Then Peter, turning about, seeth the disciple whom Jesus loved following; which also leaned on his breast at supper, and said, Lord, which is he that betrayeth thee?
I could see their massive white wings.
WINGS SIGNIFIES MILITARY POWER. THE WINGS OF THE CHERUBIM ARE THE VOICE OF GOD:
5 And the sound of the cherubims' wings was heard even to the outer court, as the voice of the Almighty God when he speaketh.
I don't know how many of them there were. If I had to guess I would say there were 20 or 30 of them surrounding this platform.
THERE ARE NOW ABOUT 35-40 MEMBERS OF LEM/CCK.
A being with wings that looked more like a flies wings appeared in front of me
THAT’S MY DOCTOR.
and had me get into this seat that was strapped to his back by rope.
I NEED THE MEDICATION SHE PRESCRIBES FOR ME, SO SHE IS SPIRITUALLY CARRYING ME ON HER BACK
I knew my journey wasn't done but at least for the rest of the climb up the latter at the other end of this platform I had someone carrying me so I could rest.
MY SPIRITUAL JOURNEY IS NOT COMPLETE. I HAVE NOT ARRIVED AT THE MAXIMUM HEIGHT I CAN ACHIEVE IN THIS LIFE, WHICH IS FULL HEALING OF EVERYTHING AND A PERFECTLY HEALTHY BODY, SO I HAVE TO HAVE MY DOCTOR CARRY ME UNTIL I ARRIVE AT MY SPIRITUAL DESTINATION WHEN I WILL REST IN THE LORD, NOT ON A DOCTOR.
CHRIST JESUS IS THE LADDER THAT CONNECTS HEAVEN AND EARTH:
12 And he dreamed, and behold a ladder set up on the earth, and the top of it reached to heaven: and behold the angels of God ascending and descending on it.
This being looked like any other man.
MY DOCTOR IS A MORTAL MEMBER OF HUMANITY WHO HAS THE USE OF THE SPIRITUAL POWER OF DRUGS:
23 And the light of a candle shall shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the great men of the earth; for by thy sorceries were all nations deceived.
THE GREEK WORD TRANSLATED “SORCERIES,” IS “FARMAKIA,” AS IN “PHARMACY,” STRONG’S 5331.
He was wearing the same clothes that the angels were wearing.
WE ARE ALL HUMAN. WE ARE JUST DIFFERENT ON THE INSIDE.
He had on brown flat sandals.
I DO NOT KNOW THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THIS, OTHER THAN THE FEET SIGNIFY THE CARNAL MIND. I WOULD SAY THAT HER CARNAL MIND IS COVERED WITH A PRACTICAL COVERING.
Before that being began to climb I was standing behind him waiting to be able to sit once he was high enough on the latter.
“SITTING” SIGNIFIES UNITY OR MARRIAGE. SO, I NEED HER, WHICH MAKES IT A KIND OF MARRIAGE. I WAS TRYING TO MEDICATE MYSELF WITH HOLISTIC MEDS BEFORE I SUBMITTED TO HER. SHE BEGAN TO CLIMB IN IMPORTANCE TO ME WHEN I SUBMITTED TO HER.
I looked over to my left and there was one of the angels.
THE LEFT SIDE IS JUDGMENT.
They were all not looking at me but this one.
ALL WERE NOT SEEING THE SPIRITUAL BATTLE THAT WAS GOING ON.
I said to her "Boy! They must really love you!"
I THINK THAT SOMEHOW THE PERSON SPEAKING GOT TURNED AROUND IN THE DREAM. I THINK THIS IS BEING SAID ABOUT ME, NOT BY ME, BECAUSE I GAVE THE DOCTOR A HARD TIME. SO, SOMEONE IS SAYING ABOUT ME, SARCASTICALLY, BOY, THEY MUST REALLY LOVE YOU SINCE YOU GIVE THEM A HARD TIME.
The angel then looked puzzled before asking, "Why do you say that?"
DOCTOR DENYING THAT I HAVE GIVEN (TWO DOCTORS IN LAST MONTH) A HARD TIME.
Then I saw she had a smile and beamed brighter.
I THINK THE LORD HAS EXPOSED AN UNETHICAL PRACTICE (SEE MY TESTIMONY).
Then I responded "Because you're the original. The one they made copies of to make the rest of the angels."
I THINK THESE PARTS OF THE DREAM ARE “IN CODE” ABOUT MY CHALLENGING TO DOCTORS. I COULD DO IT WITHOUT SIN BECAUSE I STOOD ON MY SPIRITUAL AUTHORITY TO DO IT.
The angel smiled even bigger before asking, "What makes you think that?" Then I responded with "I don't know." But it was understood that I knew.
NO ONE IN THE MEDICAL FACILITY IS SPEAKING ABOUT THIS OPENLY, BUT EVERYONE WHO HAS HEARD MY TESTIMONY KNOW ALL ABOUT IT.
Then I was completely out of that room and into the next one.
NEXT PHASE OF THE DREAM.
This room was dark and void of figures or shapes. All it had was starts.
QUESTION #1: WHAT IS A START?
I WAS IN THE EMERGENCCY ROOM LAST NIGHT WITH HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE AND VERY UNHAPPY TO BE THERE. I THINK THAT IS THE DARK PLACE.
I felt sleepy so I said out loud "This is when I rest." The being looked back at me and nodded.
I RESTED ON THE MEDICAL COMMUNITY AGAIN. MY PROBLEM WAS BEYOND MY SPIRITUAL AUTHORITY TO HELP MYSELF.
When I woke up we were at the entrance to where I was trying to get to. So I said "Perfect timing huh?" The being again just nodded.
WHEN I WOKE UP THIS MORNING I HAD PERFECT BLOOD PRESSURE.
Once he got to the top of the latter where it ended then he flew up to pull me out and over the clouds so I can see where I was. I was amazed at what I saw!
I WAS AMAZED TO FIND OUT THAT THERE IS NOW AN INTERNATIONAL SITUATION WHERE PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES LOBBY DOCTORS TO PUSH THEIR MEDS, AND THAT MANY DOCTORS TAKE KICKBACKS FOR RECOMMENDING LAB TESTS OR A PARTICULAR DRUG (SEE MY TESTIMONY).
It was a big castle/mansion. It was all in white but with gold linings.
I WAS SEEING THIS TRUTH (WHICH I THINK IS A SCANDAL, BUT IT IS LEGAL) FROM THE MANSION OF GOD’S MIND. IN OTHER WORDS, I WAS THE EYES AND EARS OF THE LORD. THIS MEANS THAT THE LORD INTENDS TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT – EITHER WITH THIS PARTICULAR DOCTOR, OR ON A MORE BROAD SCALE. MY GUESS IS, THIS DOCTOR. I DO NOT THINK THAT SHE IS BORN AGAIN, SHE IS PROBABLY A NOMINAL CATHOLIC.
There was a white fence made out of white big stones.
I AM FENCED IN AND PROTECTED SPIRITUALLY.
5 Now will I sing to my wellbeloved a song of my beloved touching his vineyard. My wellbeloved hath a vineyard in a very fruitful hill:
2 And he fenced it, and gathered out the stones thereof, and planted it with the choicest vine, and built a tower in the midst of it, and also made a winepress therein: and he looked that it should bring forth grapes, and it brought forth wild grapes.
IF THE LORD DOES NOT AUTHORIZE YOU TO REVEAL SIN, YOU WILL BE JUDGED BY THE SAME JUDGMENT. THE FENCE SIGNIFIES THAT THE LORD SENT ME TO THIS DOCTOR TO REVEAL SIN.
2 For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again.
There was a main gate that was made out of gold and pearls.
GOLD IS CHRIST JESUS AND PEARLS ARE THE WISDOM OF THE FATHER. WE DO NOT ENTER THE PALACE BY THE HOLY SPIRIT, BUT ONLY BY THE WISDOM OF GOD, WHICH IS DOCTRINE, THE SPIRITUAL UNDERTANDING OF THE WORD OF GOD.
THIS IS RIGHTEOUS JUDGMENT.
The being passed it and went into the next gate which was smaller and made out of something else. It was almost a metallic color.
THIS IS THE GATE OF JUDGMENT, APPARENTLY FOR THIS DOCTOR
I then began to think why this man doesn't just let me down so I can walk?
I HAD A CONFLICT WITH THIS DOCTOR OVER WHICH MEDICATION TO TAKE (SEE MY TESTIMONY). SHE WANTED TO MAKE THE DECISION FOR ME, BUT I INSISTED ON MAKING IT MYSELF (WALKING).
The gates opened and the being spoke to me saying
"I have to leave you at the steps or you will fall if I leave you on the clouds. You cannot walk on these clouds like them."
WE NEGOTIATED AND SHE GAVE ME THE MEDICATION THAT I WANTED. I PREVAILED IN THE CHOICE OF THE MEDICATION, BUT SHE MUST DECIDE DOSAGE, ETC.
I nodded and felt grateful that he was looking out for my safety.
I HAVE NOT FELT GRATEFUL, ALTHOUGH I BELIEVE THAT I SHOULD FEEL GRATEFUL, BUT I AM LETTING MY ANGER AT THE UNGODLY CONTROL SHE HAS EXERCISED OVER ME TO BLUR MY GRATITUDE FOR A DOCTOR AND MEDICATION WHEN I NEED IT. SO HERE IS THE JUDGMENT OF MY SIN IN THIS CONFLICT.
Then he sat me down at the steps of the main entrance. He removed the seat I was on and then I hugged him. Which surprised him. I said "Thank you so much for bringing me here. I know it wasn't easy. You kept me safe and for that I am grateful!" He lowered his head and said "It's my job mam." With that he left.
MY DISTRESS WITH MY DOCTOR CARRIED OVER TO THE EMERENCY ROOM, AND I WAS UNGRATEFUL FOR THE HELP THAT WAS AVAILABLE TO ME THERE. I AM SORRY LORD.
I then got up and walked over to the main entrance. There were three steps to go up to the door. Then I opened the door but could not go in.
I COULD NOT RETURN TO GOD IN MY MIND ENOUGH TO BE GRATEFUL AS ABOVE.
I then quickly realized that there was a barrier made out of something that felt like a bubble.
THIS BARRIER IS SIN. I WAS IN A BAD MOOD THROUGH THE WHOLE EMERGENCY ROOM INCIDENT AND THE NEXT DAY ALSO. I COULD NOT GET BACK TO THE LORD UNTIL THIS EVENING, AND INTERPRETING THIS DREAM IS ONE OF THE FIRST THINGS I HAVE DONE IN GOD SINCE MY RESTORATION TO MY CHRIST MIND.
I could barely see anything because of a light coming from the other side.
DARKNESS IS A FORM OF LIGHT. THE DARKNESS OF MY MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL DISTRESS BECAUSE I WAS REFUSING TO ACCEPT MY CONDITION WAS BLINDING ME.
23 But if thine eye be evil, thy whole body shall be full of darkness. If therefore the light that is in thee be darkness, how great is that darkness!
WE ARE IN OUR CARNAL MIMD WHEN WE ARE BLINDED TO THE TRUTH (THAT I HAVE TO SUBMIT TO MY PHYSICAL CONDITION UNTIL THE LORD HEALS ME. I HAVE A PERSONAL WORD THAT I WILL BE HEALED OF EVERYTHING. I EXPECT THAT THAT WILL HAPPEN WHEN THE LORD JESUS JOINS WITH CHRIST JESUS IN ME).
2 Cor 4:4
4 In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them.
So I closed the doors cause I thought I must of done something wrong.
I WASN’T HAVING TOO MUCH SUCCESS WORKING ON THE ALTERNATE TRANSLATION OF THE SWINE MESSAGES TODAY, SO I CLOSED THE DOOR OF MY LAPTOP COMPUTER. THERE ARE ONLY TWO THINGS THAT WILL RESTORE ME TO GOD WHEN I AM OVERTAKEN BY MY CARNAL MIND: SPIRITUAL WORK OR EXERCISE.
Then once the doors were closed again I placed my right hand on the right door and calmed my breathing.
I WAS TRYING TO WORK ALL DAY, BUT IT DID NOT HELP. THEN, I WALKED FOR 2.5 MILES AND THE DOOR OPENED: I WAS BACK IN MY CHRIST MIND AND I CALMED DOWN.
I AM HAVING A BREATHING PROBLEM. I CAN TAKE HOLISTIC MEDS FOR THAT.
I closed my eyes and then banged on the door with my palm three times.
THE CLOSING OF THE EYES AND JOINING MY HAND TO THE DOOR SIGNIFY MY TRANSITION FROM MY CARNAL MIND TO MY CHRIST MIND.
The doors then opened for me and I felt a gust of wind come towards me.
THE DOOR OPENED WHEN THE SPIRIT TOUCHED ME AND ANOINTED ME TO INTERPRET THIS DREAM.
This time I can see what was inside.
REVELATION KNOWLEDGE RETURNS
There was a big staircase made of pearls heading up to this big bright light.
THIS IS THE WISDOM BY WHICH I AM INTERPRETING THIS DREAM. I WAS VERY EXCITED AT WHAT CAME FORTH ABOUT EGYPT AND ASSYRIA (BRIGHT LIGHT).
The room was dimly lit otherwise.
THERE IS STILL SOME SPIRITUAL DARKNESS NEAR ME, EXCEPT FOR THE SPIRITUAL WORK THAT I DO.
As soon as I walked into this main room I felt my feet touch the ground.
THIS MAY BE WHAT HAPPENED AT THE EMERGENCY ROOM. I WAITED OVER 4 HOURS UNTIL THEY PUT ME IN A ROOM. WHEN THEY TOOK MY BLOOD PRESSURE IT WAS 200, AND I BECAME VERY CARNAL.
It felt weird so I took my eyes off of the light I knew to be God. To then look at the floor.
THAT IS, I CRASHED FROM MY SPIRITUAL HEIGHT TO THE GROUND OF MY CARNAL MIND AND GOT UPSET.
It was made out of metal or something close to it but darker maybe bronze. But it felt like cement.
BRASS MEANS JUDGMENT. MY CARNAL MIND WEIGHED ME DOWN LIKE CEMENT.
There were all this carvings in the ground. It looked like some type of writing.
THIS IS PROBABLY TALKING ABOUT MY BLOOD PRESSURE READING OF 200.
ALSO, THE LORD IS ENGRAVING MY HUMAN SOUL, THAT IS, CORRECTING MY FALLEN NATURE.
6 This they said, tempting him, that they might have to accuse him. But Jesus stooped down, and with his finger wrote on the ground, as though he heard them not.
But then I looked up again and was able to see a a figure at the tip of the stairs but could not see the face.
I APOLOGIZED TO THE WOMAN WHO WAS TAKING MY INFORMATION.
The light coming from it was blinding. But I knew it was God. So I started moving and I felt a strong wind surround me. It almost felt like a tunnel that kept control of me.
YOUR DREAM SEEMS TO MOVE TO THE NEXT DAY, WHICH IS WHEN I AM INTERPRETING THIS DREAM. I WAS UNDER THE CONTROL OF THE SPIRIT OF GOD TO INTERPRET THIS DREAM (I INTENDED TO DO OTHER WORK TONIGHT)
I get to the foot of the stairs and could not move anymore. I couldn't look at God. But I knew He was there.
THE STAIRCASE IS THE LADDER THAT CONNECTS HEAVEN AND EARTH. I WAS IN THE EARTH AND GOD WAS ABOVE
Then the darkness was removed from my body. At that moment I felt the wind leave with a dark figure
AT THIS PART OF YOUR DREAM I REMEMBERED THAT WHEN I WAS OUT WALKING, I WAS INTERCEPTED BY A WOMAN WHO LIVES IN MY CONDO. I DO NOT KNOW IF SHE IS RETARDED OR MENTALLY ILL, BUT THERE IS DEFINITELY SOMETHING WRONG WITH HER. SHE ALWAYS CALLS TO ME AND WAVES AT ME WHEN I WALK BY. A FEW WEEKS AGO, I GAVE HER A COPY OF MY BOOK, “SALVATION.”
WELL, TONIGHT SHE STOPPED ME ON THE STREET AND ASKED ME TO GIVE HER A HUG, WHICH I DID. SHE NEVER DID THAT BEFORE. THEN SHE TOLD ME THAT SOMEONE ELSE WAS READING MY BOOK (IT WAS NOT CLEAR TO ME WHO). SHE ALSO ASKED ME WHAT CHURCH I GO TO. IN OTHER WORDS, SHE STRUCK UP A SPIRITUAL CONVERSATION WITH ME. I DIDN’T KNOW UNTIL AFTER I GAVE HER THE BOOK THAT SHE IS BORN AGAIN. I DO NOT KNOW IF SHE GOES TO CHURCH, BUT SHE IS A DARK CHARACTER IN THAT SHE IS LIVING WITH A MAN THAT SHE IS NOT MARRIED TO, AND SHE DRINKS. I THINK SHE SMOKES ALSO.
WELL, I JUST REALIZED THAT THE LORD SENT HER OUT TO GIVE ME A HUG AND HAVE MERCY ON ME.
I WASN’T AWARE OF ANY SPIRITUAL INTERACTION AND THOUGHT, UP TO THIS MINUTE, THAT THE WALK SET ME FREE. BUT WHO KNOWS? YOUR DREAM SEEMS TO BE SAYING IT WAS THAT HUG THAT GOD SENT BY WAY OF A RETARDED WOMAN WHO DRINKS, TAKES DRUGS, SMOKES AND IS IN FORNICATION. OUCH! TAKE THAT YOU PHARISEE (WHO CAN’T BELIEVE GOD WOULD USE SOMEONE LIKE THAT).
Keeping that dark figure controlled in the dark right hand corner of the room.
THE RIGHT SIDE IS THE SIDE OF MERCY
YOUR DREAM SAYS THAT THE DARK FIGURE WAS ON THE RIGHT SIDE OF MERCY AND THAT SHE WAS CONTROLLED SO THAT I WOULD NOT BE HARMED BY HER DARKNESS. I AM ABSOLUTELY AMAZED.
THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME THIS HAS HAPPENED. I USED TO LIVE NEXT DOOR TO TWO RETARDED WOMEN WHO ROOMED TOGETHER AND THEY HAD A LOT OF FRIENDS. THEY HELPED GET ME OUT OF A SNOW BANK ONE NIGHT AND VISITED ME IN THE HOSPITAL AND PRAYED FOR ME.
THE LORD REALLY DOES HAVE A WAY OF HUMBLING US.
Once the wind let me go I fell to the ground on my face. I couldn't move but didn't want to. I immediately became aware that God can see my face. So I covered it and began to cry but more like a sobbing. An internal cry I have never done before.
THIS I HAVE NOT DONE. MAYBE IT WILL HAPPEN AFTER I FINISH WORKING, THAT IS, WHEN THE SPIRIT LETS GO OF ME.
I then heard footsteps to my right. I knew it was Yeshua! I was thankful He came. Yeshua went up the stairs and stopped halfway.
CHRIST JESUS IS MY ABILITY TO ASCEND
He then turned towards me and I felt Him calling for me. I was finally able to move. I got on my knees still covering my face but I could see Him.
THE KNEES REPRESENT THE CHRIST MIND. I ASCENDED FROM MY CARNAL MIND TO MY CHRIST MIND. I LOOK FORWARD TO FULL RESTORATION WHEN I AM FILLED WITH JOY.
He had bright eyes that could see through me and then he opened His arms as if to invite me in and a light shined from his chest that was in a shape almost like a heart.
I AM BEING RESTORED INTO THE BELOVED
He called for me again but without words. I just knew. I then take my hands off of my face to look at Him and felt loved. So I ran to him and by the time I got to Him I was like a five year old.
I HAVE NOT EXPERIENCED THIS WITH REGARD TO THESE EVENTS. I HAVE EXPERIENCED THEM AT ANOTHER TIME.
I fell into Him and hugged him so hard. I never felt love like that before. I knew I never wanted to leave his side. I knew at that moment that there wasn't anything or anyone in this world that I loved more than Him.
I DEFINITELY BELIEVE THIS AND HAVE EXPERIENCED THIS, BUT I AM NOT EXPERIENCING IT TONIGHT, SO I GUESS I AM NOT FULLY DELIVERED. PLEASE HELP ME LORD.
I then woke up from my dream because my 6:25 AM alarm rang.
I opened my phone and got alerted to today's Bible verse of the day: Psalms 63:3-4.
I then called my mom in tears. You now know it all. Let me know if you need more details or clarification. I love you Pastor. You have been so good to us.